On Poem : Me, Myself and I

 Me, Myself, and I

by @hanipemimpi

My mind is trapped in the ropes of illusion

My soul is locked in the cage of fear of black shadows

Tears flows like a river that leads to a waterfall

Various blows forced me to end my life or face bitterness

 

Now I'm stuck staring at the track of time

Where the line of life leads from the past to the future

Fragments of life's memory instantly wrapped around my head

Creating shadows thirsting for death and overwhelming sadness

 

Suicide, drugs, emptiness, pushing myself into the abyss of darkness

And suddenly euphoria echoed all around

Boundless desire overwhelms the mind, thirst for imagination, ideas, and hallucinations

Doing things that are judged to be excessive

 

When boundless energy collides with deep sorrow, that's where I stand

When drastic emotional changes create impulsive actions, that's where I lament my fate

Locked up with psychotherapy, imprisoned with drugs, closed with a psychiatrist's room

That's where I live helplessly

 

In the end, the light inside slowly shows its color

Creating the strength to survive and explore the world outside the box

the light illuminates itself and is scattered in the sea of ​​humans

Here I stand, between the circle of light and darkness